My name is Suzanne Abidjat. I was born on July 18, 1986, in Douala, and I am now 36 years old. Unfortunately, I believe the good Lord has forgotten about me, as I celebrated my 36th birthday last month and am still without a husband.
I didn’t have the luxury of attending school. Therefore, let’s call me illiterate; but, is my illiteracy the source of my problems? I don’t believe so because I have illiterate friends who are still married.
I am still living with my uncle at this moment in my life since he was the one who raised me when I was a child and I didn’t know my own parents. I’m here with my younger brother, Samuel Abiyaté, and my uncle, Séverin Abiyaté.
My concern is that I’ve had feelings for Samuel for a year now and that feeling hasn’t faded; I love him. I’m not sure what’s going on with me; I can’t seem to feel anything for anyone else since my feelings are too deep for him.
I adore his personality, his body, and the way he is. Samuel is still in school. He’s still a student, and he’ll be done in about two years.
I’ve never dared to admit my feelings for him, knowing that it’s unhealthy. I can tell by the look in his eyes that he loves me as well.
Please pray for me; I want a spouse who will love me for the rest of my life rather than falling in love with my younger brother Samuel. Yes, what I want right now is for this feeling to fade away.
The public have an insatiable curiosity to know everything, except what is worth knowing so I write what’s need to be written. An online critic and sports fanatic with a Degree in Telecommunications Engineering.